wow. i really don't know where to start. i've been telling myself that i should keep up with this whole xanga thing but for a few months, everytime i made an entry, the window would freeze and everything i've written would be gone. so i guess i kind of got tired/annoyed and stopped. but here goes. let's try one more time.

high school ended for me today. it was bittersweet to say the least. i'm scared. like really scared. i won't be seeing those familiar faces anymore. what if i won't succeed in college? what if i don't make any new friends? what if, what if? i hate not feeling certain about things.

-sigh- i need to grow up.

tween, sorry for falling asleep so early yesterday. :(

liz, you are awesome. i love you times infinity.

laggyman, the oracle is here! your story is AWESOME! :)

- ayu

you know what's sad? i didn't have internet access for like two days and i absolutely felt like i had nothing to do. that's just... sad. but now that i can use the internet on the new laptop, i'm happy. but that other broken computer is just a butt. go away. boo.

by the way, some of you guys know that i had a little breakdown yesterday over my calc quiz and such. i just felt so terrible knowing that i had failed it miserably. well, i ended up getting a D on it and it's still bad. i've never gotten such a bad grade my whole life and when i told my dad, he laughed. he said that sometimes i'm too serious about school and that i should take the time to relax sometimes. he also said that it's okay that i failed that quiz and that i can never always get good grades on everything. my only response was..."WHA???????????" you know, i kind of expected him to be mad at me because the grades that i have now are not up to par to the grades he used to get all the time but he wasn't mad. at all. gosh...lol. i love him. i suppose i'll just study more for the upcoming test. :)

you know what i hate? the combination of winter super cold weather and rain. i feel like being touched by one drop of that freezing water will get me sick for like weeks. ewww.

on a better note, sarah laggyman and i are going to see the fray and mute math in pa! we're gonna have so much fun there. i heart her.

i think sarah tweener and i are going to hang out today and she might sleep over here tonight. yayyy for tweener and tweenis!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING lovers. I'm very thankful to have friends like you guys. I don't know where and how I'd be without having you guys in my life. Each and every one of you are sooooooo awesome and you guys make my life so much better.

I sound like a freaking tape recorder.

<3

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